Thursday, July 27, 2006

Homeward Bound

Actually I'm already home now. It was good to be able to see the family at Northside and worship our God with them. There are so many people there that I love. It's always good to spend some time there.

It'll be even better to be home for awhile now. Being at camp last week and in San Antonio this week is enough to wear me out. I don't know how youth ministers survive summers.

I'm looking forward to Sam and I starting a new Young Marrieds class at church next week.

I'm also looking forward to getting some good work done in our Small Group ministry.

Worship times have been my top priority these last few months, and I feel like I've finally gotten ahead of the curve on most of the things that are within the realm of my control right now, so it will be good to diversify my tasks over the next few months.

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I'll try to get the rest of the website finished some time next week.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Give this a listen

At 1:30 in the morning, I just finished a sermon online that is without question the best sermon I have ever heard on Christian unity. For that matter, it's one of the best sermons I have heard on any subject. I recommend you go to Spring Woodland's sermon page and listen to the sermon from 7 May 2006 >Guest Speaker> Churches of Christ...Heritage & Destiny.

I'm not sure who the speaker was that day, but his wisdom and knowledge are quite evident.

Monday, July 24, 2006

In and Out

I got back from camp Saturday afternoon. Camp was really great. We had about 120 people out at Camp Timber Creek.

The theme for the week was the "March of the Unqualified." It was good for the kids and the old people like me out there to be reminded that even though we are completely unqualified to be loved by God and to do His Kingdom work, He loves and uses us anyway. His love is what qualifies us.

I thought the greatest thing about the week was watching some of the older kids interact with the younger ones. This camp was somewhat unique in that it was for 3rd graders through high school graduates. Most youth camps tend to have a narrower scope in ages.

The age difference provided a dynamic that allowed the older kids to show God's love to the littler ones. I never heard a harsh word or an annoyed look by any of the older ones. They always took the time to answer questions, help, play with, smile at, talk to, worship with, and hang out with the younger ones.

Those littler kids that look up to the older ones really got to see the love of God as the older kids shared their faith, and bared their experiences with God. It was powerful.

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Tomorrow night our whole family will head to San Antonio. I'm scheduled to lead a service at Northside on Wednesday night. We will fly back on Thursday afternoon.

It's always good to go back to Northside. That is where I grew up. That body of believers is the one that shaped and molded me through my childhood. I have relationships with people there that can never be replaced. Present and past Ministers have influenced and taught me. Some of my first memories are in that building and with that family.

I remember sitting in the table and chairs in the nursery that my dad built in our garage. Northside still uses that table and chairs in the nursery.

I remember my JoAnne Scruggs and my first grade bible class coming to visit me (with Happy Meals!) at my house after I got home from the hospital when I broke my leg.

I remember the building as it expanded further, first as the auditorium incorporated the classrooms, then as the education building was built, as the portables were added (I also remember helping to roof those portables), and as CHS joined the property.

I remember being baptized in that baptistry.

I remember being married in that auditorium.

I remember leading that family in worship of our God.

I have so many memories from them that I hold dear. It will be good to be back with them for a short visit.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Heading to Camp

I'm heading to our church camp today. Looking forward to some great times of worship and also beating the kids at any and every sport that they decide to challenge the staff in.

Should be a week of fun and growing stronger in our faith!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Greatness

Worship a la Stewpot

Today at the Stewpot there were plenty of volunteers to prep the food so I snuck into the worship service that precedes every lunch.

It was a wonderful worship service that lasted about 25 minutes. Anyone who had a song on their heart was welcome to stand up and lead a song, while Don played along on the piano. Don listens to them for about 5 seconds to determine what key they are in (assuming they are in something resembling a key) and then starts playing accompaniment with them. Very impressive.

After that, another lady on staff came and told the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. She had the audience of about 40 people repeat those names after her. She wisecracked, "No, no, no, not 'A Big Negro' - its 'Abednego'." Her point from the story was that sometimes we have to take a stand against the world and choose to follow God.

We then closed with the Lord's Prayer. Reciting the Lord's prayer with 40 homeless people gives the Lord's Prayer a whole new meaning. Father...Kingdom come...Give us bread daily...Forgive us...Protect us...Amen.

For all the hours that I and others spend in preparation of worship on Sundays, it was a good reminder that the Creator of the universe, Jehovah, is just as pleased with their worship as He is with ours.

During the singing portion of the service, one man stood and led us in "Do Lord". That song has always been an annoying 1960s VBS song to me. Not anymore, though.

They sang:

Do Lord, oh do Lord, oh Do you remember me?
I've got a home in glory land that outshines the sun.
Do Lord, oh do Lord, oh Do you remember me?

For people that are forgotten by their friends, family and the world, and for people that have no home here on earth, those words are powerful.

After, "Do Lord" a woman sang a song that, I think, only she knew.

Then another man stood up and led us in "Do Lord".

Again.

Supposedly I go to the Stewpot to serve them and show them God's love. As I begin to build relationships with the people there, I'm finding that they are having a greater affect on me, than I am on them. They are teaching me many things.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Community

Today, like everyday, at the Stewpot, the worship leader, Don London, takes just a minute to welcome everyone to the table before we eat lunch.

Today his words rang with truth:

"Look around this room. We believe God is doing a miracle in this place. We are black folk, white folk, skinny people, fat people, old people, young people, pretty people, ugly people, rich people, poor people. But we are here together because of our common goal: to build community. This is the miracle that God is doing in our midst."

To be honest, a lot of the Stewpot's visitors aren't interested in building community. They are hungry and are just glad to have a meal.

Still, I saw something as the Christians from Meadowbrook stood by volunteers from a Jewish Youth organization and served Jackson's under resourced a hot meal. If you look past the crushed crackers on the floor, the puddles of spilled punch, and the green beans smashed on the table. A very, very small glimpse of God's Kingdom was breaking forth.

Every day at the Stewpot, His children put their skin color, their social status, their comfort zones, their religion, and their selves aside and join in the community that is God's Kingdom.

Monday, July 10, 2006

A Week of Firsts

One small step for Jaylie; One giant leap for the Livingston Family.

Jaylie had a big week this week. She took her first step! She is ready to go. You can tell she wants to run. It's exciting to watch her experience this newness in her life.

She also got her first tooth. Our kids, like I was, are generally dentally retarded, but she finally has gotten a tooth to crack through the gums. I haven't even actually seen it yet, but Dixie says she caught a glimpse of it, so I trust it's in there.

Another exciting thing is that she learned to clap this week. She is busy busy! She will sit on the floor with a huge smile and slowly clap her hands when she is excited. It is very cute. Very.

Jaylie also managed to eat her first (and hopefully last) dead spider this morning. Yuck! Dixie fished most of it out of her mouth, but I'm not sure all 8 legs were accounted for. Dixie and I both had the heebie jeebies after that. Oh well. Extra protein, I suppose.

Isaac is enjoying watching her have all these "first" experiences too. He was thrilled when I got her to take her first step. He yells, "Make her do it again!!! Make her do it again!!!"

Dixie and I are treasuring these moments. We're not planning on having any more biological kids, so these Firsts are our last Firsts. This was the last first step, the last first tooth, and the last first clap in our house.

Even in such simple things, I can see God's love.

As excited as we have been, I know God is looking down and because of His love for Jaylie is saying, "Make her do it again!!! Make her do it again!!!"

Thursday, July 06, 2006

*Sigh*

A little background info before the meat of this post...

In 1906, the churches of the Restoration Movement that followed Campbell and Stone had a split over the use of instrumental music in worship. The Churches of Christ thought it was inappropriate to use instruments, while the Christian Churches embraced it. Today, such a dispute seems so silly to me and many others in both of those Restoration Movement tribes.

Since we are at the 100 year anniversary of the split, many leaders of both tribes have had discussions and led efforts to heal that split. I don't think any of the leaders suppose that we will remerge into one group, but we are trying to fellowship one another, ask forgiveness for many of our attitudes toward each other over the last 100 years, and focus on what we have in common: Christ.

At the recent annual National Association of Christian Churches convention, Jeff Walling, a prominent speaker within the Churches of Christ exchanged bibles with Dave Stone, a CC leader, as a sign of refellowship. In his message, Walling challenged, "Are you willing to go home and shape the future of our brotherhood for our children by reaching out because of grace to say, ‘I love you in the name of Jesus Christ, brother?’” Walling asked the crowd. “And if somebody says, ‘Well, he’s a brother in error,’ you tell him, ‘Do we have any other kind?’".

These kind of discussions have been ongoing for quite some time and are not really a newsflash. The Christian Chronicle, a CofC magazine, ran an article on this event, which described the discussion without taking a position on the issue. Here's what is shocking to me. Off on the side of the Christian Chronicle webpage is a survey.

The survey asks, "Do you support fellowship between a cappella Churches of Christ and instrumental Christian Churches?"

Here are the results as they stand right now:
Definitely 29.52% (488)
Somewhat 7.26% (120)
Neutral 2.78% (46)
Not really 7.02% (116)
Absolutely not 53.42% (883)

First of all, this survey has gotten about 10 times the response as most of their past online surveys. Secondly, I know that this is only 1600 people and can't be taken as very accurate data. Thirdly, I admit that the readership of the Christian Chronicle is probably pretty skewed and not a good reflection of the Churches of Christ on the whole.

But still, this survey breaks my heart.

How can 53% of our people think that we shouldn't fellowship other Christians because they use instruments? How can that be? I'm simply ashamed.

Even if you prefer not to use instruments, or even if you think it's somehow wrong... how do you justify not loving and encouraging and fellowshiping and walking with other Christians that disagree with you? That is simply arrogance and pride, which seems to me to be the sin that upset Jesus the most.

Rather than pulling random scriptures out of context to try to justify acapella worship, maybe we need to reread Matthew 23.

It is this group of 53% that turns the Nancy Graces into truth speakers when they say the Churches of Christ claim to be the only ones with the truth.

We are Christians only, not the only Christians.

And here's the challenge that lies before me personally: even though this kind of thing makes me so mad and disappoints me so greatly, God's grace is big enough for this 53%. The people that think we can't fellowship anyone who uses an instrument are trying to seek God. I think they are confused and even sinning in some instances on how they handle this issue, but God loves them. I know I have issues that I am confused about and that I sin in the way I handle them. But God's grace lets him see Jesus instead of me.

That's the paradox. For those that claim Christ, he claims them. It's crazy that we say others' claim to Christ is not valid when ours is just as much not valid. That's the whole point. None of us have a valid claim to Christ, but grace overcomes that.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Balloon Glow

We had a special treat the other night. We went to Jackson's Annual Balloon Glow, and a really good time was had by all. Jaylie got tired around 8:30 so we didn't stay for the fireworks but we got to see the whole balloon glow. Here are a few pictures from the event.


Pump up the balloons!


They're all up.


Ethan is seriously impressed.


He's a cutie!


Quite another cutie! By the way, Jaylie is standing on her own and looks like she wants to take a step anyday now.


Isaac with his "photo smile".


Isaac and his buddy Tice.


Ethan's glowing necklace and a wardrobe malfunction.


The highlight of the night; an "All Balloon Glow". Pictures don't quite do it justice. It's pretty neat when you're there in person. The boys were really impressed.